idk

I don’t know what I’m doing here and I feel stupid. I feel stupid I feel dumb I feel like there’s no point in continuing to even try to do what I’m doing but I’m trying to do it anyway and what does that make me? Some fucking idiot that’s what it makes me and everyone can see it. Everyone can see it everyone can see that I don’t know what I’m doing or how I got here or where I’ll go next and they think it is funny. They laugh because they think it is funny and here I am tip tap typing my life away while everyone else laughs at how dumb I look, where does that get me? Sometimes I stop typing and just scream, but only when I think no one is looking. Sometimes I stop breathing and just shake, but only when I think no one is listening.

If there is a God, do you think he gives everyone a soul?